Boleh makan. :D

laugh up one's sleeve by DavedeHaan

hihihihihihihihi....

Enough porridges!

i want REAL food!

Going for an interview

Fingers crossed.

Too cute =)

Bliss

by (from left) ryanlovelace, indorock, =drugs-and-groceries [deviantart]

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Next>>>

happy summer by Bilalkarim

Life is progress. It is about personal growth mentally and spiritually. It is about having mistakes and learning from them, and hopefully never to repeat them again. Life is about learning to let go. To move on.

So I am progressing. I am growing, mentally and spiritually. I have done mistakes and learned from them, and hopefully I will not do the same mistakes again. I am learning to let go.

TO MOVE ON.

No more sad posts. I want 2009 to be a year to remember only the fun, funny adventures with my lovvies. Let the sad moments pass like sands being blown by the wind, vanished and forgotten.
=)

Happy New Year

I am truly blessed to be able to end this year with a bang and I wouldn't trade it with anything in the world. It's my first time ever celebrating new year and definitely hope there's many more to come. The view from Eddy's place is just beyond words. The wine was good, fireworks was magnificent, but the company was just pure ecstasy (pun intended. I know how much you hate drugs). Then it was off to 21 Club and thank God we took the public transport otherwise we wouldn't have made it in time. Eddy was being such a gentleman and paid for everything. I kinda felt bad. Met with Heidi and we partied like a rockstar. Then we decided to go to Marketplace. It's 2am already and the cabby was being anal for charging us RM20 for that short ride. Owh well it's the new year right? We arrived, took pictures outside and had Long Island Tea (a tall jug). Then we dance some more, more cam whoring, and smoke even more and just let it all hang out. But time flies and before we knew it, it's already 3am and the fiesta has ended. With a second helping of LIT, we decided to go and try our luck at Zouk, in case it's still open. I actually walk all the way from Yap Kwan Seng with them, with goodies bags and a jug in my hand to Zouk. Sadly our club-hopping adventures come to an end. Zouk's new year party has ended as well. And so was Quatro's. We hailed a cab, and stopped at McD to grab food, coz Heidi was hungry and she has not eaten in days.
Off to Ed's place, we had supper, talked to Tina (Heidi's sister) and I puked my guts out. Slept on the sofa (sorry Heidi and Eddy- I snored! haha) as the two of them chatted away. Then Eddy woke me up and asked me to sleep on the bed instead. I slept like a baby (and I think I snored some more gah!!!).
The next morning was a mayjah hangover. Mom's back from Dubai so I decided to let myself out, and drove back. Turns out she was too tired because of the jet lag and stuff. So I sleep some more at home. Woke up and as I am typing this, I felt one thing- LOVED.

:D

Thanks Heidi.
Thanks Eddy Teddy.

=)

Surat cinta Zeon untuk ...

Ragutlah nyawa ini.
Kerna untuk apa lagi sebenarnya?
Sejujurnya?
Seikhlasnya?
Setulusnya?
Cabut...
Biar bercerai berai kecai ari dari diri.
Kalut.
Penat sudah aku berdongeng
sesak di pentas satu-laki-tunjuk
Berlakun di layar kesepian.
Keseorangan.
Awan kelabu mengundang kebasahan tatkala hujan
rintik.
rentak..
retak...
Lalu dia membelah bumi lalu dia gugur lalu dia menyembah pelusuk alam
Dia, dan ngauman gong dan panahan cahaya halilintar silih berganti
Aku terkapai mencari Srikandi di balik riuh ini.

Sudah!
Cukup sudah linangan ini gugur.
Sudah!
Selesai sudah aku mendengar kata kata bisa darimu
Sudah!
Penat sudah aku menjadi ukuran kelemahanmu
Sudah!
Jenuh sudah aku mengukir senyuman tatkala palatmu terpalit padaku.


Tiba waktu kau kan sedar.
Aku juga insan biasa punya rasa, bisa merasa dan ingin dirasa cinta.
Tiba waktu kau kan tau.
Yang ku mau hanya secebis kasih
secoret sayang.

Aku hausss...
...dan tegukan setiap titisan sungai Nil tak mampu untuk memuas nafsu dahagaku.

Tiba masa Dia akan mengajarmu,
Yang ku ingin hanya setitik pengertian.
Persoalannya,
tidak terlalu sempitkah waktu?
untukku?
untuk kau?
untuk Dia?

Runaway child

Berlari dia
mengorak kaki
menjauh dari sepi

Berdegup jantung
meningkat berdentum
irama menenggelam hilaian resah

Bertakung air mata
tertahan menunggu masa
gugur menyembah bumi

Asid laktik melumpuh diri
Hembusan angin menusuk sendi
Tetap gagah meredah kelam

Menyiat pekat malam

"IN TED WE TRUST"

Today was one hell of a day.

I am just too excited to type or to explain. Lets just let the photos do the talking.






GUESS? BY MARCIANO





The flannel shirt :)




I am an M-er ;)


sleeves details




the belt ;)



closed up. its uber goth~! me likey~!




Off to Ted Baker:


I love Ted Baker.
Period.

Remember my wish list #6... there was the Turkee Waistcoat I wanted from Ted Baker?
Hehe well, I bought this waistcoat instead and tho it's not the same thing- hell care, it's hot. I think it's even better than Turkee... :P




front: wool


Velvet back: I swear it's the softest thing I have ever touched.



silk lining *read luxury* :)


Well at RM490.00 it is a tad expensive, but I just love Ted Baker. Another reason why i just adore Ted is the whimsical quotes that comes with the each garments. For example: Ted says: Created especially for you :) can be found on the label of this waistcoat. Cute huh...?

Then there was THE jeans. :)


My newest baby.


Yes I am a 32. :(



purple lining!!!! :P


Studs: closed up details.

its RM599.00 *gasp!*

Owh well... we only live once. :p


And finally, Norm got back from the US and she got me this:



ADELE!!!


Back



The CD, which is played 24/7 now. :)

And guys...
what a day it was.

;)

My 2009 Christmas Wish List:

I know its EARLY...
*read ada aku kesah?*

Basically a Christmas wish list is a list of wish that is listed(wtf) to give a subtle hints(rite...) to others on what are desired or ideal presents for Christmas. It is also to avoid the awkward, al cheapo gifts such as photo frames, key chains and other Xmas gift faux pas. A good way to ensure others to have a sufficient amount of time to save up just in time before Christmas, I highly recommend it if the gifts are on the luxurious items side.

Well, this is my top 10 wish list:

10. Mariah Carey, 1990


Mariah Carey debut self titled album, released in 1990.
I have been searching high and low for this album in Malaysia.
USD $10.99, buy at Amazon.com


09. iPod Classic



Black.
160GB.
40'ooo songs.
2.5 inch color display.
162 grams.

USD $ 349.00, buy at Apple


08. Touch Phone (HTC Touch Diamond/Pro, iPhone 3G)



HTC Touch Diamond




HTC Touch Pro



Apple iPhone 3G


07. Chanel Allure Homme Sport 100ml





06.Ted Baker Turkee



S or M. Keep the receipt just in case it does not fit well. ;)

DO NOT REMOVE PRICE TAG. :p

£85.00, at Ted Baker Online


05. Tod's Gommino, assorted colors.



Tod's signature Gommini is the embodiment of casual luxury. Size Euro 44, UK 10.

expect to pay USD $345.00.


04. Mark & Spencer's Fruit Gums



It's never enough. RM 10.


03.Basics white or black V neck/baseball tees from Zara or TopMan.





Fyi, for basics, I don't do round neck. Coz it fuckin make me look like i have a fat, turkey neck doesn't look good on me. I'll go for size S or M. Keep the receipt just in case it does not fit well. ;)

DO NOT REMOVE PRICE TAG. :p

RM26-50. Topman BUY 2 GET 20% off... :D



02. Apple MacBook Pro.



Buy, kill or steal for me at

USD $1999 (15 inch with 2.4 GHz)
USD $2499 (15 inch with 2.5 GHz)
USD $2799 (17 inch with 2.5 GHz)

dunno wtf is GHz, don't care. :P

Available at Apple.com





And finally.... the snowballed gift for God knows how many Christmas-es already:

01. Paul Smith Men's Flight Bag

Mr Paul Smith if you see this.. I am YOUR BIGGEST FAN. I dieted my way to squeezed into the my-mom-went-to-London-and-bought-me-2-size-smaller-SKINNY-JEANS. How's that?!

Torturous moment aside,



Printed with the multi stripe Mini on location at Paul Smith's favourite oak tree, this is THE signature Paul Smith bag. Externally the bag is finished with a concealed zip pocket on the front and also a leather multi stripe, Mini shaped luggage tag.



The bag is styled with smooth chocolate leather trims and an adjustable shoulder strap, and has a zip opening.



Internally the bag is lined with purple canvas and has two small pockets; one of which is zip fastening.





Priced at £ 190.00, it's MOTHA FUCKIN a tad expensive, but it's worth the shot to include this on my wishlist.


Anyone?

Other options includes:

Paul Smith Laptop Bag- £90.00, which will go perfectly with #2...





owh well, a boy could only wish. ;)

visit Paul Smith for more info.





Tell me, what's your Christmas wish list?

its 10mins to...

31st Aug... and i am getting ready to go and sleep.


-______-

PFFTTTT...

I shall:

read less Perez.

Letter of Absence

4 months...

Auf Wiedersehen~!

For all of you fashionistas wannabes

LESSON 101: The first step to great fashion is to be able to pronounce the label- correctly.

Often I come across people who claimed that they are fashion savvy, but once they open their mouth to pronounce the brand (with mega confidence mind you):

Orang A: Wah... look at new low-E spring 08/09 shoees
me: -.-

Asam B: Eh, you got check out the new mui mui dress or not?
me: -.-?

Ah Jeng C: Guy Laroch sale~!
me:-.-?!

Datin D: Eh, tengok my husband beri I ni, kasut tembaga dari kristian lakcroKs , all the way from Paris tau.
me: @.@

Asian Chick: It's not just a beg, it's louiSSSSSS VUITton???
Trendy snatch thief: -@.@-??!


erk...?!
Falls under mentioned category? Fret no more, click here and you will be one step closer to a pair of Kristian LobuTIN. :P

Have fun. :)

p/s: Try to "guess" the pronunciation before you click on the speaker icon, its more fun cause sometimes, the correct way to pronounce certain label is wayyyy.... different.

*insert laugh*

:)

I've cut my hair. :P

just a random note. ;)

...cukup untuk pulang ke rumah.

Honestly i dont have anything to bitch blog about. But there is this overwhelming urge to write something. So here goes...

Been dying to catch SEPI the movie and I finally did today. With Dazie.
:D

In case you might be wondering, the title for my post derive from a really really really sad scene in the movie. And as cliche as this may sound, yes peeps I support the local scene. Movies, music etc. I believe that if we don't support them, who else will kan? I love watching movies, regardless of it's language. Throw me any movie as long as the it has weight, depth and issues that touches my heart, I'll watch it. This include Buatan Malaysia movies.
Well in my opinion, Sepi is a well written, well directed movie with really nice plot and storyline. My only critic is that although it is REALLY sad-

IT'S called S.E.P.I.

So I really wish it was sadDER??.

:S

The trailer:







Basically Sepi unfolds 3 stories of 3 main casts. My favourite is Imaan's. I shall not elaborate further and you peeps out there please give this movie a chance.
:p

Another thing that i wanna blog about is changes. I know I know that I know that I am really emotionally and mentally burned. i IS changed. But not really for the better. I know that myself. I think I've lost many things-momentums, focus, goals, ambitions, passion, hope and senses along the way these couple years, and what i really need now is time to find the missing piece(S). I don't know what it is. All I know is that I need me-time, I need to learn to change- I am insecure, at times scared, intimidated perhaps- of LIFE. Maybe it's time to not be so afraid anymore.
And just let go.

I is changing. For instance I hated coffee, because it gives me headache....
But now I enjoy drink 3 in 1 white coffee to stay awake.

Dos(2) sachets please.

Sigh...

Why Am I Your Friend?

Just being random.

Leave me comment.

If you have the chance to go back & change something... wat would it be?

Oh wait... You can't.
:(