Petals by MARIAH CAREY <3

I've often wondered if there's
Ever been a perfect family
I've always longed for undividedness
And sought stability

A flower taught me how to pray
But as I grew, that flower changed
She started flailing in the wind
Like golden petals scattering

CHORUS 1:
And I miss you dandelion
And even love you
And I wish there was a way
For me to trust you
But it hurts me every time
I try to touch you

But I miss you dandelion
And even love you

I gravitated towards a patriarch
So young predictably
I was resigned to spend my life
With a maze of misery

A boy and a girl befriended me
We're bonded through despondency
I stayed so long but finally
I fled to save my sanity

CHORUS 2:
And I miss you little sis and
Little brother
And I hope you realize
l'll always love you
And although you're struggling
You will recover
And I miss you little sis and
Little brother

So many I considered
Closest to me
Turned on a dime and sold me
Out dutifully
Although that knife was chipping
Away at me
They turned their eyes away and
Went home to sleep ...

CHORUS 3:
And I missed a lot of life
But l'II recover
Though I know you really like
To see me suffer
Still I wish that you and I'd
Forgive each other
'Cause I miss you, Valentine
And really loved you

I really loved you -
I tried so hard
But you drove me away
To preserve my sanity -

And I found the strength to break away
Fly...

Agnes Monica

Cinta Diujung Jalan

setiap tetes air mataku
telah kuberikan untuk kisahku
mengerti tapi tak dimengerti
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setiap kata dari bibirku
kadang tak sama dalam hatiku
tersenyum dalam hati menangis
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aku sangat mengenalmu
aku juga cintaimu..
tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
ku senang,ku sedih
kau tak mau tahu

aku sangat mengenalmu
dulu kau tak begitu
kau bintang di hatiku
jadilah yang kumau
ku senang,ku sedih
kau ada denganku

ku mengerti kau apa adanya
begitupun yang kumau darimu
kau tahu rasanya diabaikan
cintaku telah diujung jalan